When what you do brings back painful memories of what you don’t want to rmb

Alone again, fighting the lone battle

Pouring out my feelings to him seems to be the easiest thing to do, but recently things may have changed. Me feeling upset feels as if its becoming far too often that it frustrates him. Am i in the wrong? Am i a burden to him? I feel as if im the last of his priority when he has to sleep it off just so that he doesnt have to think of our issues. “Omg there she goes again, upset with me…i have enough things on my head to deal with such issues” Maybe i’m becoming upset too often that im becoming an irritant to him, probably the end point is getting closer…